Excellent Choc! Way to go! I think you worded it just right.
It's clear to me how much you still love your wife, because that love was coming through the words in your email to her.
It took a lot of courage and strength to step up to the plate and you did it. Keep remembering that each time you feel terrified. You can do it. It may be the hardest work you've ever done, but you can do it.
