Updating. I told my H that I caught up the house payments. $4,000.00 worth. He said, "so did I". I don't know if that's true or not, but it's easy enough to find out. I told well that's good. We are now paid up through the end of July so I told him rather than him sending the payment for June and July to the mortgage company, give me the money so that I can put it back into savings. I also said, you know we need to communicate better here. I also said that we need to sell our house, he asked me if I was ready to move and told him yes, if the house is going to ruin my credit becasue as it is now I'm 1 over 30 days late, somthing that has NEVER happened to me. He said nothing. No apology, nothing.
You know it's funny. I love him, but I absolutely do NOT trust him. I don't snoop (well, not very much) I don't nag him about anything. We get along well, but I don't like having my life in his hands. And that's how I feel. My life has been ruined enough by him. I have to overcome his A, and now I have to watch my credit. I'm really getting over this pretty fast. As a matter of fact, I've started looking at apartments. I don't want to be without him, but I don't want to be with him. Does this make any sense?
