Wow Cog I have tried to post many times and they keep disappearing. STRANGE very strange. I guess I need to keep it short and sweet instead of writing a Novel. I am still taking care of me and I have not lost much only 3 lbs back and forth....
I want to focus on me and my health and my body. I have worked very hard on my M and myself and polishing off all the rough edges. Now I think I do deserbe this time to take care of my body stop beating it up nad make it really beautiful. Last year my LBS diet had me nice and trim and I HAD ALSO LOST WEIGHT BEFORE THE BOMB. now 15 lbs heavier I am feeling beautiful but I want more I want to feel comfortable being naked again and just love my body like I love myself now. I think I deserve that.
So I have been buying healthier foods and have even gone organic with alot of stuff... Crazy huh? I made some organic muffins the other day and with only honey no sugar and they were great. I am really proud of myself now I just need to get to working out daily again. I even got some roller blades and my H just smiled from ear to ear when he saw me on them.
I am still going to put my M first and my h too,, but I need to focus on my body now that I have worked so hard on my inner beauty. I need to work on the outside. I deserve this and I want to do this . I will keep you posted and I need to really get serious. I do not want to follow a fad or get super skinny but I WANT TO FEEL AWESOME IN MY OWN SKIN AND NOT BE A NUMBER ON THE SCALE OR A SLAVE TO THE SIZE OF MY JEANS ANYMORE. I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF ME.
I read some of my old posts today and WOW was I strong,, if I can do that I can do anything I put my mind to. Its late and I probably make no sense,, I will post more tomorrow. God bless...
