Crazy as it sounds I too went thru those feelings. I dunno if they remember , and I really have not wanted to ask.." DO YOU REMEBER THIS TIME LAST YEAR WHEN YOU LOST YOUR MIND AND MADE ME FEEL LIKE &^%$# AND SO ON AND SO ON.I hope this time next year I am not so focused on it either. It sure may seem ridiculous but I must say it must be a part of some sort of process. I was feeling pretty dumb about feeling like this til I read your post.. so THANK YOU FOR BEING SO HONEST. REALLY! ;\)

I imagine that for them it is long forgotten but for us the former LBS it stings a little more when that "ANNIVERSARY" date rolls around.
I was feeling so nervous about the days too and then my H reassured me by seeming to be so much more in love with me and so much more sincere lately.

I loved your note to yourself...

Like someone here once told me ....
YOU'VE COME A LONG WAY BABY
Focus on the positive ,, and remember how blessed we really are to have all that we have,
God bless...