Sashaying thru Seperation III

[Heartbroken]

When I asked my H later (after OW was gone)why he'd lie about seeing her - espec. when he was at the apt and I knew he was going to be seeing her - H said he did not want to hurt me any more than he already was.

I feel these WAS's do many things out of guilt and we assume it's more than that. We HOPE it's more than that.... this is the hardest thing we will have go through - but you just need to keep the faith and keep trying even when you are so damn tired of trying...

August 9th is the one year when my H gave me the letter saying he was done... We still are not fixed and I doubt we will be by August. This is a slow process. My fear is that H will move back home end of May just to realize he wants out - talk about breaking my heart for the last time - but what about our kids hearts....this is just sooooo tiring...

Hanging in there too! Not waving (to tired...)