I had a WONderful Mother's Day, I hope all you other great Moms did too!!
Had an interesting thing happen over the weekend. I looked through H's internet activity on his laptop to find that even though he told me the porn was not still going on...it is. It devastated me. I've found he can look straight at me and lie, which is never a good feeling. I spent all of Saturday being pretty upset. But I just let it linger inside me for a while, which is really new to me. Usually my hurt turns to anger immediately (which it still did), but then I usually let that anger control my reaction. Which I didn't do this time.
I confronted him calmly after the kids were in bed. Told him if I found it again, we were over. I told him he could continue to make his own choices, live his life in the way he sees fit. But if he continues the porn habit and continues lying and hiding it, he will continue it without me.
On a more positive note, I leave for Las Vegas tomorrow. Yey!
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
