Why do these things happen

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Thanks, I really do not want to give up hope, but I also do not want to give myself a false since of hope either, if that makes since. It really hurts to see her and not be able to say anything other than about our son, or to hug or kiss her. I know, or should say I believe no other people are involved. I have behaved myself well in not checking her computer or cell phone records,which would be easy for me to do, or driving by when she does not have our son at nite. But believe me, I have wanted to many times but figure it really wouldn't do me any good even if I did find out anything, or I would feel real stupid if I was caught and no other men were involved, that would just shut the door on us completely.