Why is it so easy for me to give others advise but I can’t seem to follow it myself? I wish my W would just open up and let loose. Tell me she wants out. Is she waiting for something? Why can’t we just fight and get it over and done with. So many mixed messages. The is no “we need to work on our relationship” or “our marriage suck I want out” or I don’t want to work on our marriage its over” nothing from her. Sometimes beside intimacy she acts like everything is honky dory. All the while there is this unspoken presence of the OM. I really do believe the OM has little to do with our sitch except her going to him and there intimacy has made me feel worthless, less than human and hurt. I feel like I’m the OM in this relationship. Like they are the ones married and I am just in the way. But like I said, she has not asked for a divorce. She is seeing a C. Sometimes I think she feels tied down with our family and focuses her tied down problem on me. I know she is unhappy. I know she can’t quite put he finger on what’s making her unhappy. Why can’t she see that in working on our relationship together we can get to the root of her unhappiness? Sorry I’m just babbling today….
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
