trying to hold out

[Dr LOve]

With that said. Today even thought I am not a mother is going to be hard. I didn’t buy my W a present even though I wanted to so bad.
When we went out for pizza My W was so talkative. Her our son and I had a good time.
When we got home and I was getting ready to go out things changed. My W changed back to her withdrawn self. Didn’t say much. I hope I am not pushing her away by doing this.
Also what I have found out is I don’t like going out without My W. Last Friday was good I had a good time with my daughter and her BF. Last night I played pool with a really good friend. I finely confided in him that my W and I were having problems but didn’t go into details.
But looking around at all of the couples just made me sad.
So even though I am trying to GAL I don’t think I will be going out at night too much.
Later this week I am going to ask my W if I get a baby sitter if she would like to go play a game of pool as friends.
Not sure what I’m going to say to the family today at our mothers day lunch we always have when they ask “what did you get W for mothers day?” Don’t know what my W is going to say when they ask” what did you get for mothers day?” I see a very troubling day ahead.