Hey thank you, Lil. This internet thing is really a trip. After I posted that, I had this epiphany that my father will give up when he is ready, and there's not a lot I can do about it. Or he will continue to fight, and it won't be because of my will. I know I am in his psyche somewhere. And when I am ready to, or need to, I'll go down. It will all be ok.
