Just some thoughts for tonight... No cahnge in my dad's condition. he can be aroused to a semi-conscious state. The last phone call I had with him was when he was being admitted to the hospital. The last thing he asked me is if my cold/cough were better. Ok, I am crying now.
I feel selfish because I want that kind of love in my life. It's about me, me, me.
I feel relieved that my brother is handling this crisis. I am just wondering how long I'll hold out til I fly down.
Oh, about his medals...I ended up making a plque with them. I included this quote i found from Thomas Paine which said something like, " If there is to be trouble, let it happen on my time, so my children can be free."
And that is what my did is like. he shoulders things. Someone once asked him why he still worked at his age. And he said that if there's a cart in front of me, I have to pcik it up.
Well, he's getting some rest now. I hope you have a peaceful nite, dad.
