Now she is acting like everything is rosy. Is anybody else living in a world like this? She had never mentioned the D word. She is not intimate at all. I don’t know what to think. Maybe i am sleeping and when I wake up it actually my wedding day and I’m having a premonition. Maybe none of this has happened yet and it’s a look into the future. If it is I’m out of her the wedding is off.
The detaching seems to be working I think. But how long do I do this. Do I wait until she makes the first move? Stop the world I want to get off……….. Can’t wait to go out tonight and leave this all behind. Who knows I might meet someone and have an affair myself?
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
