Like the name - especially the fact that you have chosen one that gives you hope and is a positive name.
I've felt strange the last couple of weeks which is why I haven't been on the boards. I've lurked a bit reading yours and a couple of other threads but just haven't felt up to posting. Needed a bit of a break I think. I'm still very up and down and there have been a lot of outside stresses for us the last couple of weeks and we have been arguing a bit. H says he doesn't see anything wrong with that as he thinks it is the outside things putting strain on us. Maybe he's right but it worries me slightly because I don't want it to be the start of a slippery slope to another bomb. I don't know its just I can feel myself starting to feel down like I used to feel before the bomb and I'm not really sure why. Also I'm still struggling with the whole trust thing especially when he uses his mobile phone. Its like the "breakup" seems to haunt me and no matter how good things are it is like a nagging thought at the back of my mind that he left me. Thing is that is never going to go away so I need to find some way of it not entering my mind.
Gosh I'm sounding so depressing now - sorry. Hope you're doing OK - I'll go read your thread now.
