Sashaying thru Seperation II

[mcojh]

Well I hope everyone gets something out of the articles on that site. I found it interesting that the basic premise of the author is almost identical to DBing techniques.

Anyway, after consulting with my mentor Theo, I have decided that I am in no worse shape today than yesterday. In all actuality, I am probably in better shape. I grow stronger each day and win or lose this "battle" I will be a better person.

I plan to continue with the path that I have been on, with the addition of the "subtle" absences. I need to be less available on an "always" basis. A good example of this still escapes me, but I hope I see it when it is there.

This morning when I left was hard for some reason, although being alone at work is somewhat calming. I had the urge to pursue and did my best not to.

I still feel like this is a dream, the flip flops, mixed messages and lying wears on a fellow. I am unsure if I will bring up doing something tonight or if I will let her bring it up. I had initiated that so if I don't she probably won't either. Oh well just gotta wing it and quit over analyzing evcerything...

Smiling and ready to wave