Yesterday, when I got home from work, I felt a need to talk. After a few emotional bouts, I had a chance to talk to W. We hugged and cried together for a bit. I told her that I would not make a decision about D until I was in a clear emotional state, and that I would let her know first if a a decision was in the works.

She apologised for hurting me so much. We went for a light dinner after gorcery shopping and then went for a walk.

Just talked a bit.

She goes to counselling Monday. I will change counsellors. I don't think he is right for me.

I didn't over burden her for my requirements for reconcilliation, at this time. Baby steps.

She is still a very angry soul, and was reminded of this as we chatted at dinner. Se needs to work on her perspective of life.

Anyway I feel a little more calm emotionally.

IS 49 W 47 S 21 D 19 S 16
M 24y Together 31y
EA Mar04-May 06
PA Feb06-Jun06 EA May07
Bomb Dec 28 07

Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden.
T. S. Eliot