Guess who is husrting the most right at his tiem and moment??? My mother!! Whenever she calls like this morning she say a one liner that cuts right thru my heart and soul... She said it agian this morning... when she aske dif H stayed out last night anad I said yes, she said "you know he is no longer your man anymore he belongs to her and you need to give him up and stop holding on". I told her I realize that and that a part of me doesn't mind if he spend his nights at her place so much that he will either have enough of her(like after 3 days the last time) or doesn't want to come back., but that right now I haev not made my mind up on signing the papers. I told her she is hurting me more w/ those words that I don't even hear from my H and that if he were to tell me those words day in and day out, I would definately have to give him the divorce just to not hear those hurtful words anymore! I was fine emotionally until her phone call and now I just finished crying all over again. Jesus!!!!!!!! I hope H doesn't come in now and see my puffy red eyes!!
I told her I would sign the papers jsut to shut her up right now!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
