Hi Martelo.

My father used to say to me, "there's never been a horse that couldn't be rode, nor a rider that couldn't be throw'd"

Like I said, no one knows everyone's complete background here.

I spent almost 12 years being taught how to kill people. No lame or maim, dead. My mention of broken jaw is for ME. That is my release so that I don't do something worse. The simple fact is that I am dangerous, and if I have a pre-planned limit on my reaction, then I hopefully won't do something stupid in the heat of the moment which will likely NEVER HAPPEN ANYWAY, still, I have a plan.

I don't claim that there is no one more dangerous than me. That would be foolish. I am 51 years old now. Regardless, If I can touch you, I can put you on the ground. No brag, just fact.

The reason the whole thing has been brought up here is in an effort to help someone else "self-limit" their reaction to a bad situation. There are lots of us out in the world that couldn't "just walk it off". Better to have a plan to minimize than to let your "emotion of the minute" get away with you. A secondary benefit is for the less action oriented male (or female for that matter). While they may never do more than stand up under the devastation of the blow of betrayal (no small feat), at least their confidence is bolstered, and rightly so.

Macho may irritate you, but macho, bravado and good training applied with intelligence is a large part of what keeps my nation free. I am grateful for it.

-NOPkins-


I will ferret out an affair at any opportunity.

-An affair is the embodiment of entitlement, fueled by resentment and lack of respect.
-An infidel will remain unreachable so long as their sense of entitlement exceeds their ability to reason.