CL, Many times the SR feels very wrong. I know that I am making love to my husband and yet I know he's just having sex with me. It hurts. I know nothing can change overnight but this is just so tough. I'm tired of being in another state. I want to move forward with my life and I feel like I'm just stuck treading water. I went out with some friends last night and had a couple of drinks, it was nice. I also went and got my hair redone and my eyebrows waxed, kind of had a day and night for me. I'll have to keep thinking on the gift, I suppose something will hit me when I find the right thing. Has anyone turned their M around in a year? At times I think it's a long time and at other times I don't feel like it's enough.
