I realized later I just should have waited and let him call me.
Normally I would have called him or texted him saying thanks for coming. I did not. No messages from him either.
I believe yesterday was the first day I can actually say we had absolutely no contact. At this point I don't see clearly how this will cultivate a friendship....it just makes me sad and angry!!!!
Matilda, I know you hate this. I know you wish things were different. You would rather have connection than a strained R.
You are taking baby steps. Keep practicing.
Can you tell us what you're sad and angry about? Is it that you wish things were different? Is there more to it, that's feeding your emotions?
I think it's cultivating friendship because your actions respect his need for space. It's a form of validation via actions. Validation doesn't mean you agree with it or like it.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
