HB2, Thanks for posting. I'm sorry you have been through such a dizzying turn of events. I'll check out your thread, hopefully by now you've had helpful posts.
Journaling;
I've been packing and moving, mostly, along with a little "paid" work.
This morning when I picked S up from H's house to take S to school, H had left a CD for me to listen to. WTF! I know, the poor guy is damned if he does and damned if he doesn't, but why is he doing friendly things like that. Just two days ago he sends me an email coming really close to finalizing the D negotiations. Why is he being nice?
I am finding myself very, very tired, which I assume is normal. I keep plugging away, and every so often I cry a little.
I went to the ballet tonight with nice guy. He is having his own struggles, sigh, I feel sad for him because I know this D stuff really hurts, even when it happens in record time like his did.
I have to admit, right now I'd like to sit down in the middle of the floor, and just cry, and have someone else take over my life and decision-making, and reponsibilities. But, I'm not going to do that. I have a great deal to be grateful for in my life, and I know that, even during my down spells.
