Sashaying thru Seperation II

[mcojh]

I am strruggling to keep a PMA right now. W has been here all day long. We have done fine, but other people were around as well. When we finally got alone, she started talking about what her mom had said to her when she was here earlier and that spun into a R talk. Her mom asked her how she was doing etc. W told her and told me, that no one understands that it isn't about the OP. That it is about her eating disoorder and how we were with each other.

The R talk then followed. She told me that she is having contact with the OM (duh) and that she sometimes feels that I am following her She doesn't talk about the OM because it hurts me. She also said that she knows that we feel differantly about the times when we go out etc. She told me that she likes it because it is comfortable due to our history. She also told me that she knows I am looking for more out of it. She told me that people think it is odd that we do stuff together, and she thinks it is odd sometimes too.

Am I wrong for getting upset inside????? I told her that I have also enjoyed our "dates" and hoped that it would bring us closer. She replied that she knows that we will always have a relationship due to the kids and she doesn't want it to be a hatefull hurtfull thing.