GH Thanks for your words! I have read EVERY one of your threads when I first came here - it's amazing how all our sitch's are just like the soap operas!! You story inspires me to hang on.
My H is coming home after 3 mos of separation. He said goodbye to OW on 3/11 and they have had no contact since 3/19. He still is in a fairly selfish mode - his feelings over mine - when does this get better? I think he still misses OW slightly but the feelings are not as intense (or he is just not sharing how he is truly feeling).
He wants to come home and is ending the lease early (a positive) but will OW still be an emotional threat? Tell me when can I expect him to start thinking about my feelings? I am all about making him feel safe in our new R - but I don't feel that for me? I am afraid to push to much to soon...
This is the hardest thing I have ever had to face and sometimes I wonder will it all be worth it??? Then I think of our two kids and I know it's worth it for them - but what about me? When will I get to have someone worry about ME???? I sound so selfish right now but I am soooo tired of taking care of everyone else.... sorry for the ranting!!
You do inspire me though!!
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing
