Thats what it feels like, camping out... don't get me wrong, it was super nice of them to take me in, but I gotta get outta here...
Maybe when I actually get working again I'll feel better...plan on taking all the OT I can get ;-)
Have been having some fun though with the folks...hit up the casino, and the horse track in NY.
I've been thinking of just signing those papers she has....more for my daughter, who is applying for financial aid....thinking she should get much more money this way. I don't know...bad idea??
W called the other day....all pissy....says I've been spying on her (NOT) someone must have seen my car around town....but I do have friends there....whatever, can't tell her nothing. Anyway, I was forced to leave a bunch of stuff at the house cause I got no place to put it here.....she always said don't worry about it...it'll be safe there.....why am I such a sucker to believe her I don't know.... so anyway, she calls and tells me to get my stuff out...gives me a week to do it...
I told her she could burn it all for all I care anymore...nothing all that important....lots of books, low end guitars, misc junk... I might pick up a handful of stuff, but it does bother me that she turned on me so soon.
Still picking up mail from her till change of adress takes effect...she won't even let me near the house...met me in parking lot where daughter works. Must have something to hide....NOW I want to spy on her.....but I won't...just don't want to know at this point.....If I do find out who OM is I just might do all I can to ruin him. Really wouldn't be so hard to find out....I just thought it might be better for my own sanity not to know...maybe I'm playing it like a pussy, maybe I should go all out on this SOB. The more she pisses me off the more I want to take him out....
Breathe....
Still looking for job...had some interviews...sent out resume to a bunch of places. Seeds planted, nothing sprouting yet...
Other than that, just losing whats left of my mind :-)
M41 W36 D19 D17 Married 20 Years Bomb Dropped Feb 14,2007...Our Anniversary and Valentines Day
