Matilda, Perhaps for now it is keeping the spirit of friendship alive in you. Friends respect each other's space. It's not always about maintaining consistent contact. Let him come to you--he will.
This is one of your lessons at this time (detachment). Keep practicing. Don't be so quick to act on your emotions. Allow the muddy water to settle.
How's your self-help reading going? You picked-out some good books.
The "Prince of Tides" is a movie (and novel) about healing and rebirth. It's given me hope for my situation.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
