Matilda, This is such a difficult time for you. I'm not going to give any "keep your chin up" speeches on this post.
Your H is so lost and wounded at this time. His love for you is behind a thick, dark wall of clouds. I believe it is still there.
I believe there is still hope. Please take care of yourself, during this difficult phase. Keep your friendship alive with him. Cultivate your compassion for this wounded person. Let's hope that he can find love and happiness in his life.
Your love and compassion for him should never be lost, regardless of the status of your M.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
