Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

Hi all just journalling. Seems things arent going to well over in my camp lol. But hey i'm surviving. Things seemed to be on an even footing then things just seemed to bool in and bowl me over. Trying to gt my head around things that were said so not gonna post em in here yet. I will probably get wet noodle slaps from all over when i do lol. Yes still i was bad that control freak took over me again for about 5 mins then i pushed him back where he belongs lol

Sometimes i'm sat here wondering if this is all worth it lol. Would i not be better off giving up. i know that i now have a better life and relationship with the kids now that i am my new person and things are real good on that front.

phooey when does these nigglys stop lol

catch up laters

Hugs HB