I don't even know what stage my H is in.

He has not arugued with us, has been awfully nice, gives me money, and is having breakdowns where he cries or is ready to cry when he leaves to go back to that loveshack. He did this in February and again on Sunday night.

And he eats with us now on weekends. He told the girls on Saturday as they begged him for Panda Express--he said he did not want that and said to them, "I want to eat at home." He meant our house.

The girls were funny when they came and told me this. They were like, "Mom, Dad said something kind of strange..." ANd then they told me.

I am just letting God deal with him right now. Deep in my heart, I know he will be back.


The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19