You haven't offended me about your comment on indeciveness. I think it's true. I know I can be terribly indecisive at times.
Hopefully you won't have to hit rock bottom, but try to keep in mind going there isn't always a bad thing. Yes, it can be very VERY painful... but in the long run, it can be a great learning, strengthening, and growing experience.
Hang in there!
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
