Well, the D is going strong. We are supposed to have mediation in a couple of weeks. Feeling a little down the past couple of days. I know that I will still have these days off and on. I just keep coming to the point of misunderstanding. I don't know how someone can throw away his family without even trying and for someone that he has known for barely a year. It drives me crazy to think about it. I try not to, but sometimes it cannot be helped. I just keep telling myself that time will work wonders. I am tired of these days (even though I don't get them often, the fact is that I still do). It seems to occur when I have to see him (when we exchange kids). I saw him on Sunday and he was asking how my training was going (for the marathon). I don't even want him to strike a conversation. It seems to be easier when I have no contact with him what so ever. I know this won't happen because of the kids. I just have to get through this.
