My Heart is Aching

[~Sol]

Cades, thats strange you say that because my W is doing the exact same thing, and I look at her, at her weight loss, and I see a different person in front of me. I too wonder if I really know her at all. She confided in someone else, had a possible PA (there's reasonable doubt now - unless she just tells me - ha, won't happen), and she also wanted a D. But I will always suspect a PA because she once told me that our predicament then was very "severe". That word, "severe", alarms me.

I think we feel differently about our spouses because we just don't trust them like we used to, we get jealous no matter what, and we are having a really hard time truly forgiving them - I know I am.