I struggle inside here and there with worries about everything settling back down to the way they were before and the reality that he can easily lie to me again.
I could only imagine what it would have been like to make it to that point so take this with a grain of salt.
You can never go back to the way it was before. A) because you do not really want it that way. B) it would be horrible to see anyone go through this multiple times. You have to look forward to you new M being bigger and better than ever. You have learned to much through your journey to ever go back to the way it was.
I am still very happy for you Aud. And greatful for the strength and inspiration that you have gave people around here myself included.
You deeserve nothing less than the best.
Later, Ben
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."
