I can not help but still think "Why is he doing this to me?" Our marriage was good and he was always faithful.
Everyone tells me this is not about me but. How could he be doing this?
He says he still cares about me a lot and does not want to be hurting me. Then why does he.
I am trying to understand why this is happening.
To answer your questions is to go into the psychology of MLC and Depression. We all ask why and lack understanding.
Why does a schizophrenic think he is Jesus?
Because he is insane.
But that's not really an answer is it. It doesn't provide understanding of why he is insane, what made him insane, what has happened biologically, emotionally, genetically or experientially.
I have written posts about the psychology of MLC. Maybe it is time for another. (I'm also supposed to be writing about grace and steps in standing too... )
Sweetheart and I are busy today--counselling and then afternoon biking. I will think on this and see what I can do for you...but it may be a few days.
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