Now I know that this has not been bad 14 years and he probably does still love me but does not want to see that.
I know I had a good relationship for 23 years with my H. I KNOW he loved me as of a few months ago. It is so hard to see the total lack of concern for me now. I wonder if it is the MLC or if some people just don't care about people they are not "in love" with. H has no friends now and has only had a few in the past. I have seen him talk to his mother with a total lack of caring and now he talks to me that way.
I find myself looking back to myself and the days before H and I married and trying to see what kind of person I was. We all make changes to ourselves when we are in a relationship, and I find myself trying to reconnect with that person I once was before H. It is weird. It is almost as if I am trying to blot out the last 23 years in my mind.
Me45 H45 D13 S10 together-23 years married-21 years MLC Divorced 10/3/07 Married to a wonderful new man.
