W did this, she said that, she didn't do this, she didn't do that.
MC, take a step back from all-about-your-W. I could be misinterpreting you, but that's how it seems your focus is. It's exhausting, I'm sure. And easier said than done.
Re-focus on YOU and what you are doing, and not how it is/isn't affecting W.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3