She did ask me twice last week (after the break-up speech I gave her) if we were getting together the next day for our 'Scheduled Sex'. I think I shocked her with the speech and this was a 'Shape Up' kind of thing.
My response was "No, I do not want 'pity sex' or you to fill my sex quota. I want you to desire me as I have told you a hundred times before." She said 'OK'. That 'OK' told me that she does not desire me!
Two days later, I asked her if she wanted to do the deed. She smiled and said 'yes'. She is very orgasmic (as usual) but really did not partipate much and simply laid there on her back while I serviced her. No Intimacy to speek of... not much kissing, etc... She never even touched me other than minimal kissing. Maybe I am expecting too much from her! More than she can give. Who knows, I am a man not a women and I want Intimacy and I can not read her mind!
Maybe I need to tell her again 'Flat Out'.
1) Why haven't you initiated sex with me. You say you find me attractive. What is up? You know I wanted to leave you for this, again what is up? What do you expect?
