Don't be sorry I understand. I guess this is where our sitch is Different. I know My W is really interested in what I am doing on the computer. She knows I am talking to someone. I delete DB on the history so she does not know about that. I changed my password on my e-mail. This was strange for me because I always respected her privacy and trusted her so much I always had the same password for everything. Of course she has no access to my Computer at work so she is in limbo land as to what I am doing and who I am talking to. I read somewhere here that as long as my W is in her fantasy land with the OM and in a fog nothing is going to change, But when reality hits the fog will lift. I think the reality that she can’t have it both ways that I will not just hang out and wait for her to decide what she wants Time is running out. Just to mess with her head the other day at her bro’s. B-Day party I acted like my cell phone buzzed me. Pulled it out looked at it and went outside (where she could see me through the window) and acted like I was talking to you. What’s really going to mess with her head is if she figures out the phone log thing like I did, she won’t figure out how I got rid of your phone number. I was thinking maybe when I get back from vacation with my son I may tell My W (like she told me in the beginning of all this)" I need some time to clear my head, I'm going to go stay at the time share for the weekend by myself. I know her head will be spinning then. Perception is not always reality. Of course if at our joint meeting tomorrow she just dumps the bomb and says she want's a D then so be it. But I'm having so much fun right now. Maybe I’m the one in the fog? Who knows? All I know is life will go on… Is this kind of like the saying? If life gives you lemons; make lemonade?
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
