Sorry...my husband was home so I stayed off the computer. I have an appt early this morning but when I get back I am going to email you. Your comment about needing a paramedic was too funny!! I know your tempted to look at the phone log but just hang on and that feeling will pass. That must have made your son feel really good to have his mother come and watch. You are right, it does seem like the tides are turning for you. You are doing so good. I'm proud of you. Ya know....I said something similar to the OM. I said "Regardless if any relationship between us develops out of this and even if we never see eachother again, I'll still be glad that I met you because it opened up my eyes to what was missing in my life and marriage". I promise I'll email you as soon as I get back. I'm going to be late if I don't get off this computer!!! Have a good day!