Sorry to see you here but you have come to the right place. There are many good people here that can offer you great advice. Far better than I can offer. All I'll say is that there is a bunch of resourses at the top of the forum that can help you to understand what you are up against. I suggest you read them.
Strap yourself in and hold on, you're in for a ride.
M35 W37 S9 D6 M12 yrs Know 15 yrs Bomb 1/28/07 My Sitch Failure is the opportunity to start again more intelligently - Henry Ford