Hi everyone..I am new to this site but I was hoping to get some advice.
I had an affair and then moved in with OP. My spouse moved away and has filed for divorce. I know now what an idiot I am and how stupid my decisions were but I am afraid it is too late. My spouse will not even answer my calls, refuses to see me and won't even answer an email. I have even tried showing up at the new home.
I really don't want a divorce. It says in the divorce papers that I can request marriage counseling but I know my spouse does not want it. They say they do not want to go through any more pain but I feel like I need it for me....for closure
