I know you are cringing and not starting a new thread... Please do. I spoke my piece. I won't chime in more. Really. I do appreciate the way you keep on doing what is needed.
When I typed at you, I was mad at myself. I was FURIOUS at your husband. I am sorry.
I am worried that you have not started another journal. Please do. I will ignore it. I will not come shrieking at it. Sorry, again.