Quick question. Last night we were laying in bed and I put my arms around her. She said, "I don't want to do anything" or "I'm not going to do anything". I can't really remember because I was half out of it asleep. Evidently, I semi woke up, rolled over and put my arms around her, old habits die hard. I fully woke up when she said I'm not going to do anything. I didn't know what to do, because I'm just waking up, don't really know what I'm doing or just did. So I said, I just want to hold you a minute, basically trying to save face and not crawl away with my tail between my legs while I get my bearings.
She says, "fine, but I'm not going to do anything and you know I get really hot, I hate getting sweaty and uncomfortable when I'm trying to mellow out and sleep".
Then she moved over next to me and adjusted herself so we were more comfortable.
Nothing sexual and I didn't even think about trying, given the weird circumstances that brought me to that point. I didn't realize how tired I was until I got off the phone with Theoden and went to bed. I don't remember anything after my head hit the pillow and her announcing she wasn't going to do anything. Talk about finding yourself in weird spot with no explanation.
I held her for a bit, fell asleep again, woke up later because my arm was asleep and then moved. She never said anything. This morning and all day things have been pleasant. I've been focused on 'what I got'and what is on the GAL agenda so I haven't been as manic today. Talked to her on the phone about my sick D6 and she was very pleasant.
