SA,

I think you are correct. that is an excellent perception on your part. I absolutely do put her on a pedastal. She is an incredible woman, wife and mother and shows her love to me at all times. She is completely none judgmental of me and I thought that what she did was totally out of her character. And told her so. Yet she said it is not and that she had done it before when she was younger. She also said that she would NEVER even think of cheating on me no. That she didnt even cheat on her ex and she hated him.

Thanks so much. Your word actually help me feel some relief. Now to get the thought out of my head.