You can't rely on someone else to make you happy. You have to be happy with yourself and then if you find someone to share it with, all the better.

You have a lot of personal things going on in your life and you are confusing the emotion with the logic - which is common. But, like I said, you have to take care of YOU. By expecting someone else to see what you see, do what you do, feel what you feel, all you are doing is expecting someone to be a clone of you. Is that what you really want in a R? Don't you want someone that is special, someone unique, two people that can compliment each others strengths?

Finding that special someone is not them being a duplicate of YOU, and them doing everything YOU want them to. It is appreciating that other person for their differences and what they have to offer

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
***************************
Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)