CNT,,,I'm soooo glad you decided to take the high road and are o.k.!! We were really worried about you!! ((((cntcope)))) I hope you make yourself 1st on the list today & tomorrow when it comes to finding a therapist,,,this is of utmost importance my dear!! You sound like a good human being that is going thru hell and doesn't deserve whats' currently going on in you & your family's life!!! \:\(

Like the others, on this board, have told you,,,WE ARE HERE FOR YOU,,,this is the greatest support system that I have!!!
BUT,,,nothing can replace a therapist!! A lot of us here already have therapists so the boards are a great bonus!! Things will get better,,,the cloud will lift and you will begin to see more options & ways of dealing with the issues that plague your mind right now!! \:\)

I wish you the best & will hopefully see you around here on the boards letting us know of your current situation! Remember you are a good person in a bad situation,,,but this too shall pass!

Take Care,
Kim \:\)

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