It's a roller coaster at the best of times. Maybe she is feeling pressured by you, you seem to be a little "needy" and she probably senses that.

You say she has "power over you" - NO SHE DOESN'T you are allowing her to have that power. It's YOUR power, not hers. And as soon as you step up to the plate and take it back, she will think you are clinging to her. Let it go, take it one day at a time and stop expecting it to be "fixed" over night.

It took a long time to get to where it is - if you don't do it right, you won't have the opportunity to make it better. Don't rush it

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)