Reading you sitch gives me hope. I keep thinking to myself, Should I just move on? I love my wife but I need Companionship also. It’s amazing because it seems we move 4 steps closer and then something happens and we move 3 steps back. Somewhere here I read that I need to try to think of it as if we started dating again. Like I just met her and go from there. Last night she did say she knows I will always have a place in her heart. This is a giant step for me because when I first found out 4/12 about the affair she just said she fell out of love with me. But I did notice there is no tension when I am around her and treat her like “one of the guys”. When I start talking to her on a little more intimate level she puts the wall up. It’s hard not giving her a kiss in the morning when I go to work. Or a kiss at night before I go to bed. I am hoping one day she will walk up to me and just give me a kiss. That would make my day and I would know I am making progress and in our R an it is making a big step to repair.
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
