I think she has moved out of the house by now. Had friends there yesterday helping her. She said she wanted to get it cleaned up for me.... nice but not what I wanted.
I'm depressed and very angry. I think I really hate her right now. I'm trying!!!! I'm trying everthing I can to fight for her, but I think that I'm about at the point of hating her.
She wants to "be friends" after it's all done. Friends don't do this to each other. If she was realy my friend, she'd be more forgiving.
When you get married you make promises to love --- always. Vows were exchanged. Why doesn't she honor her vow??? She's had EA's and I've forgiven her. Why can't she recgonize that I LOVE HER and don't want this to end.
I just hate her for doing this to me..... Why did I ever get married in the first place. I just want to scream!!!!!
