Yes, you are valuable person! It's not yet time to quit. Please, call the National Suicide number: 1-800-784-2433. They offer counseling. Also, call your friends to stay with you, or vice versa. Lean on your loved ones. Allow them to lift you up. Do not think of your H's problems for now. My hands are stretched out towards you. You hold on tight. Brighter skies are in store for you. Please come back and tell us how you're doing.
