Today the W and I attended her bro. 60th b-day party. We went in separate cars because I had other stuff to take care of. I was nervous because nobody knows there is a problem between us. But I just enjoyed myself. We sat at the same table while eating. We joked a lot everything seemed fine. I have been giving her space, have not said ILU to her. And we have been having a good time. Weds we have our first MC session together. I’m a little nervous. I’m afraid she might say she wants out of the marriage. Last week she said something to the effect that she does not want to talk about anything now because she wants to say it in front of the counselor and not have to repeat herself. (What does that mean?) But then again if she agreed to go then maybe she does want to work on our communication, here I go again trying to second guess things
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
