gonna end it cant cope i am gonna take my dog and end lifes misery this is the the easiest way im sorry claire and mike cos i know how much u love me and i truly do, please love ur dad cos he will need u. claire u are beautiful, intelligent , u persevere, r hard working, u are brilliant and i really wish i was as intellligent as u at ur age u r also a fantstic musician just believe in urself, u r also so sexy please believe that. Mike u might not have had the xam success but u r a people person, u have a loving and caring side that is so endiring, i know that u will succeed just both of u remember that u must not borow money if u cant afford it wait until u save.........thats where i/we went wrong. i love u sooooooo much i am sorry for the pain u r gonna go through.... i do love u, dad is not gonna cope so u will have to sort things out and be very strong.......forgive me.
life is gonna be [censored] for a while but make ur lives 'life is a long learning passage'.......... u r both fantastic people, i loved having u inside me and both of u
